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Name: roShaNta
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Fayetteville
Birthday: 10/14/1990
Gender: Female


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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

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Monday, July 18, 2005

First off before I get to last night let me say about today!! I'm so pissed off right now!! Stupid Drivers Ed. Teacher, thinks he knows so much!! Ruined my whole freakin' grade!!! But anyways, on to more important things...

 

Last night had the longest talk with my boyfriend!!! I love him so much that I don't know what to do with myself. We talked about college and life after high school and getting married, and how long it'll take for the degrees we want and stuff like that. I cried like 10 times on the phone!! It was so amazing, and things are just really working out between us and I'm falling deeper and deeper in love, and it's like I love him so much that it hurts my heart!!! I just poured my heart out to him and told him how much I cared, and that I wanted to be with him no matter what and that whatever he wants to do over the years that we are apart will be ok with me, rather we break up or stay together, whatever we decide is best for us. I know it seems like we're to serious to soon, but I'm happier than I've ever been, and I've truly never felt this way before. My life is changing and things are becoming more clear and coming into perspective and I'm learning how to deal and cope and a lot of things are just working out for the better. I know that deep down inside I want to be with him forever and though it seems so far away from now and such a long time to wait for someone I am willing to do it because he is the first person that I have ever really loved this way and ever really l;oved so much that I'd risk everything that I've ever dreamed of doing for him!! As much trouble as I have gotten into for him, he's worth it. The love that we share is so deep and so realy that I don't think thqat I'd ever be able to let go. That's why whenever I hear him talk about leaving I just cry because I know that I am going to hagve to be without him for at least 2 years and I don't know how I'll handle that. I want so much to be with him forever and sometimes I wish that I could just fall asleep in his arms and never wake up. That I could just hold on to him forever and ever and never have to worry about anything going wrong because I'd be safe in his arms!! That's just how much I love him, and I told him that, and he feels the same way. I told him that I wanted simplicity, that I wanted things to be the way they were when we first me. The love that was so unconditional and so real that you could just swalk into the room and feel!! That's what I want for this last year that he's hyere. i want to share memorable moments with him and I want to relive our first kiss, and I want so many things to happen that maybe we won't even get through them all, but I know that no matter what I want to be with him. FOR EVER AND EVER and without him I'd just DIE....

~Ro


Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Hey u guys?? What's up? Nuthin' much on this side o' the Oreo!! Just takin' driver's ed. I'm SUPPOSED to start driving tomorrow in that little drivers ed car, but who knows. Got to work for VBS tonight!! Can't wait! Well I know it's a short post, but I g2g!! :0

~Ro


Friday, July 01, 2005

New Layout, STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!! It's more basic than the one I had before, and it was a lot easier to make, all I had to do was do borders and blinkies, no biggie.... I'm bout to get offline though, cuz I'm trying to figure out what the banner should look like for my new lyout.....this is the most difficult part, creating a banner...I'll tty guys later, gonna go prop sum ppl, then I'll be on my merry way.....

~RO


Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Man, yesterday was kinda crazy for me!!! My mom came and picked me up at 1:30 to go to the doctor's office, and we left there at about 3:00 or 3:15, and on our way home this guy hit my mom's car from the back!! Her NEW car!! Her NEW IMPALA!! Yeah, it's pretty bad, but the guy had a 1970 Monte Carlo, I think it was, I know it was 1970, just can't remember what kind of car it was. It was made of pure steel so his car was barely dented!! Yeah it was a Monte Carlo, I looked it up on the internet, here's sum pics of what his car kinda looked like. Pay close attention to the front of the car!!

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And here's the car my mom has:

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Just try to imagine it without all the police stuff!!!

Now my mom's is a darker shade of grey, but u get the basic idea. But anyway, no one was hurt, just really scared!! LOL......but onto what's really bothering me!! Oh and E.L.C if u read this, ask me about my trip to the doctor's!!

How do you know if your friend "likes" your boyfriend? I've already gone through this before, and I'm really not all to excited about this new turn of events. Ok for example, one night when he asked her what was wrong, she told him to leave her alone (or sumthin' along those lines) and so me and him were talkin' on the phone, and keep in mind that it's almost midnight!! So we're talkin' and someone beeps in on the other line, so I click over and I'm like "Hello???" (thinkin' who the heck is callin' this late at night?) and the person just sits there and hangs up. They do that like 3 more times and the 4th time I just ignored the beep. But last night it happened again, and I don't know why the heck she's actin' so immature!! I know it's her because no one else would do that....and no one else would know that I was on the phone with him that late at night!! So I don't know if I should try to talk to her, because I have a tendency to lose my temper really quick, and she says she's just going through stuff right now and she needs some space, but if I might remind her of two things, (1) That's MY boyfriend she's talkin' to, and (2) She put herself in this situation by opening up the door for a relationship that she should've known was never going to exist!! What makes me upset is the fact that I asked her if she had feelings for him and she said no. I was kinda curious why she felt so strongly about me breaking up with him, but yet I found out that she was still trying to get him to be with her, and I'm just like "OUCH". I don't understand why she would do something like that to me. I thought we were close, and she just keeps on stabbing me in the back, and what's worse is that she knows how I feel about him and she knows that I can't live without him, but yet she still wants to ruin what we have between us. I just want to be happy. Why doesn't anyone understand that? So I'm just struggling with this. I don't know what to do or what to say, I'm just really confused.....so if you guys have any advice, help me out plz...

~Ro



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